Tuesday, September 28, 2004
*nurul
-sniffffffffffffs. i'm a sicko banana today. -roarrrrrrs. was so in pain that i couldnt sleep till the weeeeeeeeee hours of the morning. and by the time i woke up it was 2pm. somebody please pity me. =( my body's aching and my feeeeet's dying. -frowns.
yesterday was lady-in-me day. its a retarded way to address the day seriously. could name it something else right. ugh. wadever. haha. but it was funnnn to go to school in something new. but the programs they had for us yesterday was shit retarded. bold, highlite, underline RETARDED!!! the social etiquette, social grace, social protocol course was simply USEFUL. -rolls eyes. *note the sarcasm PLS. regret staying for it even. -glares at michelleee.
anywayyyy, my 4-inch heels were a killer. KILLLLLLER. emphasize on the KILLLLLLLLLLER. till now my feet hurts like fuckin` hell. offers no support, no nothing. but oh i lurfe it. cuz it makes me look tall. =/ HAHA. sadly i had to live with it. coz it is the highlite of my outfit. OH GOD. I SOUND SO BIMBOTIC. eeeeeeeeeeps. HAHA. i'm so totally entertaining myself now.
in the evening, it wasnt so great. imagine having to run after someone in those killer heels. okayy maybe not run. but walk so fuckin` fast after. -groans. when i already hafta walk so fuckin` slow due to my tired feeeet. and you expect me to walk so fuckin` fast. IOHDUIGHNEWJKSRGBIUE!!!! gahhhh. of all days you choose to yesterday to do that. could have done it some other days when i'm wearing slippers riteeeeee. i'll be more den happy to even run in that. not in my heeeeels. -groans. hahaaaaa.i really never wanted to be the wedge between a frenship. i never wanted to. never intended to. never even thought of it before. i wish i could make it better for him. as much as i know, being in my position is not great. at all. to be in his position, to be caught between best fren and gurlfren, would have to be the ultimate. DUN EVEN NOE WHY I'M TALKING ABT THIS HERE. I NEEEEED AN OUTLET BABEHHHH. =/